So I just sorta need to vent a bit so you don’t have to read this. Who knows, I might put something inspirational at the end like I try too, but we’ll see what happens. This will probably be just rambling 😛
SO! Have you ever felt like you’re life is going nowhere? Like you’re in a rut and not quite sure how to get out? I’ve been feeling this was for a while now. I think most of it is because I’m SO excited for things that are going to happen in a few months. At the beginning of June I’m going east with my Best Friend 5-ever and we’re going to get jobs for over the summer. I’m excited for this for a few reasons: 1. We’ll be in Virginia and I’ve never been that far east 2. It will be the first time I’ll get a full-time job 3. It will be the longest amount of time I’ll be away from my family.
Now. What my theory is is that I want it to be June so badly that time has decided to slow down JUST FOR ME and it feels like an eternity. Plus, I am slipping into this routine everyday where I go to work, I go home and lounge around, I go back to work, I go home and lounge again, then try to sleep, then the cycle starts all over, with a few different activities on different days. This is very frustrating for me because then I feel like I’m doing nothing with my life, when in reality I’m just waiting. Waiting for my adventure to begin.
To make things worse, there are so many things I could do between my work shifts, but I just spend all day either watching YouTube videos or on Tumblr or web surf the same pages over and over again. I could be working on studying for my SAT, I could be recording music for my YouTube channel. I could be oh I don’t know WRITING!
But I’m not. So I have a question for you guys who read this. Do you have a way to motivate yourself to do things you should? It’s very possible my depression is why it’s so hard for me to be productive, but if there’s a fun or cool way to maybe trick myself into doing stuff that would be great 😀
I you have any ideas for me just comment on this post. That would be way cool.
Thanks for reading this rambling of mine. I do feel better already just by writing it out 🙂 I hope you all have a wonderful day!
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March 18th, 2015 at 3:23 am
GIrl! 🙂
I feel like this a lot. Usually I just set a goal–one or maybe two simple things (usually just one)–that I want to accomplish in a day. Clean my room, fold and put away a couple of my shirts. Sometimes going to places you don’t always go helps… maybe you could go to the park or something during some of your down time?
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March 18th, 2015 at 3:46 am
Oh, those sound like really good ideas. Cleaning my room might not be simple (It looks like a tornado hits daily) but I’m sure I could come up with something. I do really need to get out of the house more. Thanks, I will totally give this a try!
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