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New Semester and Isra’s Backstory

Hey everyone! Sure has been a while, hasn’t it? Well, a lot of that has to do with the fact that I’ve started school again. I took last semester off so that I could take a break and figure out some stuff, but now I’m back at it! I’m only taking a couple of classes so I can manage my time a little more easily, so fingers crossed I don’t nearly fail like last year…

Anyways, like I promised before I finished one of the backstories for a DnD character of mine: Isra Alta. She is an Aasimar, which is basically an angel, but she is Fallen. I had never played an Aasimar before and I fell in love with their culture and behaviors, but I couldn’t decide if I wanted a Fallen character or not. So, I figured out how to have both! Sort of. I love Isra so much and this will definitely not be the last time you hear from her.

Here is the story of how Isra became Fallen. Please let me know what you think (I barely edited this so please be gentle) and if you would like to know more about her (our DM already made me cry because of Isra’s past that I would love to share if you want to read it)

Enjoy!


What’s your name?”

Isra jumped and turned to see a pair of small, reddish brown eyes staring at her through the bushes. Isra scrambled from her hiding place, a tiny area between a group of bushes, and out into the open. The sun was shining through the trees of the forest, covering the ground with dappled shadows, and the light that shone on Isra illuminated the golden feathers in her silver hair like some sort of misshapen halo.

The eyes followed Isra until a small half-elf girl emerged from the bushes, her thick, dark red hair full of leaves and twigs. The girl held out her hand confidently and asked again, “what’s your name?”

Isra shrunk back from the hand. “Why do you wanna know?”

The girl lowered her hand and shrugged. “I just moved here with my dad. He said I should make friends and you seemed lonely.”

Isra looked away, her face downcast. “Then you should go be friends with someone else. No one likes me, so you won’t have friends either if you’re seen with me.”

Why not?” The girl looked genuinely curious.

Isra wrapped her arms around herself, not quite sure what to make of this newcomer. “Because I’m different. I don’t look like the other kids.”

The girl stepped forward and Isra flinched and closed her eyes, waiting for the inevitable slap, rock, or harsh word. But nothing happened for a while, and she timidly opened her eyes. The half-elf was examining the feathers in Isra’s hair curiously, a look of wonder on her face. “Well, yeah, you look different, but not that different. I saw lots of people with feathers in their hair, and you look like an angel.”

Isra stared at the girl in shock and felt her face grow hot. “A-angel?”

Mh-hm,” the girl replied. She noticed the feathers peeking out from under Isra’s shirt and looked excited. “Oh! Do you have wings too?”

Isra instinctively put her hands on her shoulders. She was so used to the other kids pulling at them, plucking feathers from her shoulders and staring at them in disgust. Who was this strange girl? Hesitantly, Isra nodded and closed her eyes to concentrate. She could feel a weight beginning to hang from her shoulders and tiny feathered wings appeared, ruffled like a bird just getting their feathers and at an awkward angle from protruding out from under her shirt.

Woah!” the girl exclaimed excitedly, “Those look beautiful!”

Isra looked at the ground a bit sheepishly as the wings rapidly disappeared. “Thanks. I can’t keep them out for long yet.”

The girl looked at Isra thoughtfully. “I’ve never had an angel for a friend before.” She held out her hand again. “Wanna be friends? I can beat up the bullies for you, and you can show me around. Deal?”

Isra stared at the hand nervously. This girl seemed welcoming, but what if it was just an act? Another clever ploy to get Isra to let her guard down, make her vulnerable? But something told her, something deep down, that this girl was different from the others. She took the girl’s hand and shook it, albeit a bit timidly. “I’m Isra.”

The girl smiled, revealing a couple missing teeth.

I’m Tylanys.”

The sun shone brightly on the city, illuminating most of the darkened streets and alleys. Isra basked in the sun’s glow, relishing in the warmth and comfort it always brought her.

“Oh sure, show off your angelic heritage!” her friend snickered besides her, playfully wapping at one of Isra’s golden feathers that were scattered throughout her hair.

Isra smirked at the half-elf girl walking next to her and summoned her white feather wings, then flapped her friend with the one closest to her, effectively ruffling the half-elf’s dark red hair before they vanished. “Tease all you want, Tylanys. I’m going to enjoy this momentary freedom as much as I can.”

Tylanys scowled as she attempted to fix her hair. “Jeeze, you make the temple sound like a prison.”

“It feels like it sometimes,” Isra sighed.

Once satisfied with her hair, Tylanys clapped a hand on Isra’s armored shoulder. “That’s why I’m here. To give you a chance at some fun!”

Isra grinned at Tylanys. “Am I going to regret whatever kind of fun you have planned?”

Tylanys shot Isra a mischievous smile. “Don’t worry, it’s not gonna be anything morally wrong that you’ll have to repent for later. Maybe.”

Isra shook her head, chuckling. “Somehow, I knew you would say that. Just promise me you’re not going to snatch anything.”

“Aw, come on, you know me better than that!” Tylanys protested. “I may be a thief, but I don’t go around stealing things all the time.”

“Uh-huh, sure.” Isra playfully mocked, which earned her a light punch in the shoulder. As they continued walking, Isra couldn’t help but smile to herself. It had been a while since she was able to properly hang out with her friend, what with the ever growing regime her training was becoming and Tylanys rapidly rising in the ranks of the thieves guild.

Isra remembered the say Tylanys told her she joined the guild, after her father officially retired. Isra had barely started her training at the temple, and Tylanys had become more secretive about her whereabouts.

Tylanys, where have you been?” Isra asked impatiently, her arms crossed. “You were supposed to meet me here ages ago.”

Tylanys looked down sheepishly, fiddling with the sash around her waist. “I’m sorry, I just got distracted. I promise it won’t happen again!”

Isra frowned. “That’s what you said the last three times. Tylanys, is something wrong?”

Tylanys wouldn’t meet Isra’s eyes. “No, nothing, everything is fine. I’m just busy, that’s all. You don’t need to worry.”

She was hiding something, and it frustrated and worried Isra. They never hid anything from each other, but now it seemed that her best friend was drifting away from her. Isra sat down on a nearby bench and motioned for Tylanys to join her, which she did. “Tylanys,” Isra started, “you don’t have to hide anything from me. What’s going on?”

Tylanys stayed quiet and stared at her wringing hands. Isra didn’t push, no matter how much she wanted to. She couldn’t force Tylanys to talk to her, so she waited. After what seemed like an eternity, Tylanys looked up at Isra, her eyes brimming with worry. “Isra, you have to promise me that you won’t hate me.”

Isra looked at her best friend, bewildered. “I would never hate you, Tylanys, you know that!” A knot of worry began to form in Isra’s stomach. What could have happened to make Tylanys so worried like this?

After taking a deep breath, Tylanys closed her eyes. “Ijoinedthethievesguild!”

The sentence came out at once, rapid and jumbled, and Isra stared at Tylanys while she tried to decipher it. “What?”

Tylanys held her hands together tightly, so much so that her knuckles were turning white. “I joined the thieves guild.” she said, slower this time. “Dad told me what he was really doing while I was young. He wasn’t adventuring, he was working gigs that he would pick up at the guild. It’s how we got so many interesting things. He would snatch more than what was required and kept the extra, especially if he liked it.” Tylanys paused to take anther deep, cleansing breath. “When he told me, I got curious. Long story short, the Guild Master was impressed with my skills and offered me a position, and I accepted.” She finally looked up at Isra. “That’s why I’ve been late so much, I’ve been returning from jobs at the guild, and you can’t rush those or else you get caught.”

Isra stayed quiet, her face a frozen state of disbelief, as she attempted to process what Tylanys just told her.

Tylanys rapidly grew more nervous and began to fidget as she wait for Isra to respond. “…Isra? Please say something!”

Isra’s face slowly melted into a more neutral state, and she sighed. “Are you happy?”

I know it’s not the more moral career and I understand if you- wait what?”

Are you happy?” Isra repeated.

Tylanys stared at Isra, searching her face. “Yeah.” She said, sounding confident for the first time. “Yeah, I am happy. More happy than anything else has made me in a long time.”

Isra gave her friend a small smile. “If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I may not agree with your choice, but you’re my friend, Tylanys. I just want you to be happy.”

Tylanys was still for a split second before practically tackling Isra in a fierce hug. “Thank you Isra! I was so worried you would hate me!”

Isra laughed. “I would never hate you. All I ask is that you don’t do anything either of us will regret later.”

Of course!” Tylanys said, ecstatic with how the conversation had gone. “I promise to be careful and not get into too much trouble!”

Good!” Isra replied. “Now, I still have some time before I have to return to the temple. Did you still want to go check out the shops?”

Tylanys nodded enthusiastically. “Let’s go!”

Fingers snapping in her face brought Isra back to the present. “Helloooo, Isra, you awake in there?” Tylanys asked.

Isra chuckled and nodded. “Sorry, I was just daydreaming.”

“Well enough of that!” Tylanys replied. “We should pick up the pace if we want to make it to the market before it closes for the day!”

Isra opened her mouth to say something when Tylanys suddenly tackled her to the ground. “What was-” she started, until she saw the arrow sticking out of the wall where she had stood. “Tylanys, what’s going on?”

Tylanys didn’t answer right away, her face grim. “Come on, we need to get out of here.” She offered a hand to Isra to help her up when another arrow whizzed past her head.

Isra jumped to her feet and grabbed her lance, looking around carefully. Movement caught her eye and she noticed a dark figure weaving through the shadows towards them. She caught Tylanys’s eye and she nodded. She had seen it too. Without a word the two of them split, Isra charging at where the shadow was and Tylanys melting into the shadows herself.

Once Isra reached where she saw the shadow she looked around for any trace of the owner. She almost turned to look somewhere else until a faint scuffling noise came from above her. Without hesitation she threw her lance upward and a muffled cry was followed by a loud crash as a figure dressed in black fell from the roof Isra’s lance had pierced through.

The figure slowly stood and Isra could see that they were human, but their features were hidden behind a dark scarf so that only their eyes were visible. They locked eyes with Isra and she saw that they were cold and hard. Isra felt her blood run cold. Assassin?!

Tylanys leapt from the shadows at the assassin and they stepped to the side effortlessly. A glint of silver came from their hand and they slashed the dagger at Tylanys, and the two of them began a dance as Tylanys avoided the attacks and the assailant chased after her.

Isra summoned her wings and flew up towards her lance. Once it was wrenched free, she flew towards the assassin with her spear pointed at them.

The assassin barely saw the attack in time. The lance glanced off of their arm and knocked them to the side, but they stayed standing. They looked between Tylanys and Isra with a calculating look in their eyes.

Tylanys lunged at the assassin, her dagger gripped tightly, and the two blades clashed.

Time seemed to slow as the assassin pulled out a blow gun. Isra saw it a second too late. The assassin pushed away Tylanys while bringing the blow gun to their mouth, and a single feathered dart flew out.

Tylanys was too slow and the dart hit her shoulder.

The assassin then threw their blade, and it landed square in Tylanys’ stomach.

There was a scream, and Isra belatedly realized it came from her as she drove her lance at the assassin. The lance pierced their shoulder and pinned them to the wall, a cry of pain escaping them.

Isra fell down next to Tylanys and yanked out the dart, but her face was already pale and the veins in her face were turning black. Blood began to seep from the wound in her stomach, but Isra was hesitant to remove the blade. “Tylanys!” Isra’s hands were shaking as she slipped an arm behind her best friend’s head, propping her up. “Don’t worry, Tylanys, we’ll get you help. You’ll be fine!” She channeled her Divine power into her hands in an attempt to heal Tylanys of the poison.

Tylanys coughed as the black veins that were rapidly covering her body seemed to get darker, however the blood from the open wound began to slow. “Isra-” she winced as a spasm shook her body, “Isra, don’t waste your energy.” She reached up and wiped a tear from Isra’s cheek. “This is Black Vein, and rather potent at that.”

“Then we’ll get you to a healer!” Isra began to panic as Tylanys’ skin began to darken as well.

Tylanys shook her head. “My blood is being transformed into something necrotic, Isra. I’m rotting from the inside out. Nothing can fix that.” Another spasm overtook her, leaving her panting. “I’m so sorry.”

Isra hugged Tylanys tightly, sobbing. “No! You can’t leave me, not like this! You promised me! Please!”

Tylanys weakly hugged her back. “You’re strong Isra. And I’ll always be there with you, though you won’t see me.”

Isra continued to sob as Tylanys faded, her grief completely consuming her. Nothing had ever hurt this bad. No teasing, no bullying, no reprimand, nothing hurt this badly. Isra sat there sobbing into Tylanys’ shoulder, her body steadily getting colder.

A pained noise from behind jolted Isra from her grief. Isra slowly lowered Tylanys onto the cold ground and she stood as anger replaced her grief. It was as though freezing hands grasped her shoulders and emptied her of all emotion except for rage.

In one swift motion Isra was in front of the assassin, one hand on their chest and the other on her lance. Her eyes were cold as she stared at the assassin. “Who hired you.”

The assassin stared back with fear, but didn’t say anything.

Without hesitation, Isra twisted the lance.

The assassin cried out in pain. “Okay! Okay! It was Lord Rol! He was tipped off that the girl stole from him!”

Isra didn’t seem to react to the information. “Who tipped him off.”

“I don’t know exactly, I think it was Breth or something!”

Isra knew exactly who he was talking about. Tylanys had told her about someone in the guild that didn’t seem to like her and would make passive aggressive comments about her to the rest of the guild. Isra pulled the lance out of the assassin’s shoulder and they fell to the ground, and in one fluid motion she pierced their chest, killing them.

At that moment it felt as though a thread had been cut. What she had assumed was her connection to the celestial plane seemed to vanish completely and her powers felt weakened.

She didn’t waste any time.

The sound of splintering wood echoed through the building as Isra tore the door off of its hinges.

The members of the thieves guild looked at her in a mix of shock and fear and she strode in, and a few of them unsheathed their weapons. Without looking at them, Isra flicked her wrist and they went flying into the walls, and the others didn’t dare move.

The leader of the guild, Zebrum, approached her cautiously. “And what exactly has brought you here, destroying my home?”

Isra looked down at Zebrum with a cloudy expression. “Where. Is. Brem.”

Zebrum scowled. “That coward hasn’t been here for hours. He was supposed to finish a job, but hasn’t brought back the…the..” Zebrum trailed off as Isra’s expression went dark. Her eyes appeared to fill with ink until they were completely black and her skin began to darken.

Zebrum and the other members of the guild backed up with fear as dark shadows began to seep from Isra. The shadows rose and seemed to take shape of a hooded figure with a white, wicked looking smile, and everything froze.

Then there was screaming as the shadows flew out from Isra and attacked the thieves. Isra could vaguely tell that she was screaming along with them.

And just as soon as it all happened, there was silence. Isra was on her knees panting, tears streaming down her face, and the silence surrounding her seemed to be suffocating as she gasped for air. She stood, unsteady, and rubbed a hand against her temple when she noticed that her skin was a dark gray.

NO.

In a panic Isra left the building full of bodies and there were screams and gasps. Isra saw terror and fear in the eyes of people that were in the alley she exited into, and a few people were running away, tripping over garbage and other people.

Isra hurried down the alley and everyone gave her a wide berth. She kept running, tears falling again as exclamations and screams began to surround her as people scrambled to get out of the way and mothers hid their children. Isra finally reached a stream and she fell to her knees as she caught a glimpse of her reflection.

Instead of the beautiful silver hair with golden feathers and golden eyes, her hair was pitch black, the feathers gone, and her eyes were a solid black. Her white wings were now skeletal and a dark aura surrounded her, betraying her dark powers.

She had Fallen.

Isra curled into herself and sobbed.

You’ll always stay with me, right Tylanys?”

The half-elf child stopped in her retelling of her father’s latest adventure and stared at Isra. “What?”

Isra hugged her knees to her chest and she picked at the grass. “We promised to be best friends forever, right? That means we’ll always be together, but what if later on you don’t want to?”

Tylanys scooted closer to Isra and hugged her, ignoring the grass stains she was getting on her tights. “I’ll always be your friend, Isra! I promise!”

I’ll always be with you.”

Isra stood at the gates to Neverwinter. It had taken the rest of her savings, but she made it. A new start. A new life. She absently played with the enchanted crystal around her neck she was able to obtain months ago. Now she was able to be around people again without them being terrified of her.

As she took her first step into the city, Isra acted as though nothing was wrong. No one could see the pain in her heart as she walked away from everything she ever knew and loved. No one could see the image of a simple grave on the top of a hill, brilliantly colored flowers surrounding the stone along with a small bouquet that had appeared to have wilted.

This was the start of a new life, and she was going to make the most of it. First she would become the Neverfere, she would earn the people’s trust, and then she would begin the painful path of forgiveness.

Once Brem was destroyed, of course.


Battle to the Death!

SO you know how in my last post I said I could do whatever I wanted after I get home from work? Apparently the only thing I’ve been wanting to do is sleep! I’m still getting used to my new job; it’s a lot harder than I though it would be and a lot more mentally exhausting. However! I am surviving!

So, I have about four of five short stories from my class left to upload! This one is one of my favorite memories and I was very happy with the reactions I got from my class about it. I hope you enjoy Battle to the Death!


The dull sound of distant gunfire filled my ears as I crawled across the ground. If I had been standing, the grass would have reached my knees. However, I was currently on my hands and knees so the grass poked at my arms, hands, and face as I moved, threatening to stab my eyes out if I wasn’t paying attention. I was in the middle of a field with few trees which offered very little protection, which made my anxiety spike.

My heart was pounding so loud that I feared others could hear it over the gunfire. I was terrified. This was my last chance to get this right, to win this battle once and for all. All we had to do was reach the center.

A loud snap sounded behind me and I jumped, spinning around and pointing my gun, but I stopped myself just in time from firing. I sighed in frustration, trying to calm my racing heart. “Your footsteps are too loud! I thought you were someone else!”

My partner, a woman with a pink asymmetrical hair cut, shot me a sheepish smile. “Sorry,” she said, “I can’t help it!”

I opened my mouth to argue, but a loud engine cut me off. With a scream both of us hit the ground, laying as flat as we possibly could. A jeep sped by us and screeched to a halt a few feet away, four soldiers jumping out.

My heart sank. Crap! They saw us! We’re doomed! I could hear my partner’s ragged breathing behind me, she must have been thinking the same thing. I readied my pistol: if I was going down, I was taking someone with me.

The soldiers ran around the jeep, but instead of heading towards us they ran for a small cluster of buildings in the opposite direction while I watched, jaw open.

“How did they not see us?!” My partner exclaimed. “They literally drove past us! How?!”

I darted my eyes between the jeep and the group. It was risky. We should leave now, while we have the chance. We should- “I’m going for it!” I said my favorite catch phrase and began to army crawl towards the jeep, keeping an eye out for the person that had to have been keeping guard.

I heard my partner crawl behind me. “This is stupid! We’re going to get killed!”

“I know, I know,” I told her, “but I can’t pass this up!” I continued to crawl at an agonizingly slow pace, the sharp grass cutting into my arms and my legs through my combat pants. As soon as I was a few yards away, I continued to be reckless and got up, running the rest of the way to the jeep. “There’s no one here! Get in, get in!” I shouted, leaping into the driver’s seat. I had never driven one of these before, but it shouldn’t be too hard, right?

My partner jumped into the passenger seat and I sped off, waiting for bullets to start flying by, but none came. “We stole a jeep!” I shouted triumphantly, the adrenaline still coursing through my veins. “WE STOLE A FRICKEN JEEP!”

“I know! How did that work??” My partner shouted back, leaning out the window with her shotgun ready.

“I don’t know!” I laughed as we sped over the hills and between the trees. We were making great time getting to our destination and I was thrilled. We finally had a fighting chance!

I drove over a large rock, sending us flying into the air. I heard my partner scream in terror, but I didn’t care. I was excited, thrilled, hopeful! We were finally going to make it.

Then I hit a tree. I felt my whole body jerk forward from the sudden stop and heard the crunch of metal against wood. Maybe driving was a bit harder than I thought.

“DON’T HIT THE TREE!” My partner screamed over the sound of metal crunching. “You’re lucky we didn’t blow up!”

“Don’t worry, we’re fine!” I immediately began to reverse, grateful that the vehicle still moved. “I’m just getting used to this thing, that’s all!”

We continued to drive (albeit a little recklessly) and sped towards our destination; the center of the large island we fought on. I drove us through small towns and past farms, my partner yelling at me the whole time about how we shouldn’t attract so much attention to ourselves. I didn’t care, I felt too invincible!

Then I hit a house. I was starting to think driving wasn’t my strong suit.

A bullet hit me in the shoulder and peppered the side of the jeep. We were under attack! I pulled out my pistol and began firing at the man that had come out from inside the building, but due to my odd position I had poor aim.

“We’re getting surrounded!” My partner yelled. I looked back and saw two more people come out from the other side of the house. Three against one. We’re dead.

I tried to exit the jeep so that I could look for cover, but something went very wrong and I ended up underneath it instead. “CRAP I’M STUCK UNDER THE JEEP!”

“HOW’D YOU PULL THAT OFF?”

“I DON’T KNOW!” I frantically wriggled, trying to free myself from my horrific prison, when suddenly everything went black.

GAME OVER!

I leaned back in my chair and threw up my hands, startling the sleeping cat in my lap. “Gosh dang it!”

I could hear my friend groan through my headphones. “We were so close! There were only 28 people left!”

I looked at the stats on my screen. No kills, that’s not a surprise. “Hey, at least we made it to 18th place this time! Better than the last round!”

My friend laughed, “Yeah, true. Well, I’d better go. I have work in the morning and my bladder is very mad at me.”

“Aw, dang it!” I lamented. “Come one, just one more round? We can definitely do it this time!”

“Jasmine, I have to go to the bathroom!”

I sighed, “alright fine! Maybe we can play tomorrow?”

“We can sure try!”

“Alright then. Good night!” I told her as I closed the game.

“Night!” The call ended with a familiar chime and I pulled off my headphones, rubbing my face. Sleep was going to be hard to find after that adrenaline rush.


Finals Week and “A Familiar Place”

School sure does love getting in the way of things, doesn’t it? Well, finals week is finally here and things are finally starting to slow down with the end of classes, so I am able to post my next short story!

This one is one of my personal favorites and I’m super excited to share it with you! I wrote it while in the middle of a pretty low depression episode, so it’s a bit dark. Literally. My dad, who also suffers from depression, told me that this piece finally put a description to what he feels and said I did a great job! I love it when I’m praised by my parents, even if I’m in my 20s.

So here it is, I hope you all enjoy it!


A Familiar Place

Sometimes, the most familiar place is the one that only you can visit. A place only you are familiar with because only you go there. Everyone has their own versions of course, but you cannot know them because you cannot visit them. Just like they can’t come to mine. What is this place? It is the mind.

Darkness fills my mind, my castle. The once bright colors are now muted to a grey and black hue on everything that lines the walls and clutters the floor. The doors are closed, vainly trying to protect their precious contents, their precious memories. Some of them have already been breached. The darkness corrupted them and stole their color, their light, their life. The memories became so twisted that they could no longer be recognizable. Like that one, it used to be a happy time where I was first in school after so long. I was so excited. A young, naive teenager. Now look, all you can see is the one, tiny mishap that evolved into years of torment. It’s still going strong, its power influencing all of the memories around it. That one? I was so pure, so innocent. Just a simple question, a simple curiosity. Now it is consuming, engulfing, and dangerous. It feeds the darkness, allowing it to grow in strides and bursts. These are just a couple of so many examples. So much darkness. So much corruption.

If we go deeper, the darkness seems to grow, thicken, and suffocate. Tread carefully – one false step and you could become lost. I have many times, and I learned it is very hard to get back out. The windows don’t help. Their curtains block out all light, all scenery. I can never use them for direction or fresh air. I’ve tried many times to open them, but the darkness keeps them shut tight.

The darkness loves to throw things into the hallways, making me trip and stumble with every step. These items have meaning; most of them are from those corrupted rooms. They remind me of every mistake I have made, every flaw, every crack. Most of them started so small, almost unnoticeable, but the darkness twisted and enlarged them into monstrous shapes that torment me endlessly. We must walk slowly if we want to make it through unscathed.

Now, it is so dark here that not a single prick of light can be seen. Don’t bother waving your hand in front of your face, it’s no use. You won’t see anything. Can you feel the darkness surrounding you like a cloak? I always feel it nestle itself all over my body, weighing me down. It fills my mouth and throat, making it difficult to breathe. It clamps my arms to my sides, making it difficult to move. It brushes against my face, causing me to shut my eyes tight and shrink away. But I cannot shrink away. It’s all around me, all around you. There is just one vital difference…

You can leave.

I invited you here, but you do not have to stay. You can leave this place, this strange, cold, unfeeling place. But I cannot. The darkness consumes me, controls me in so many ways, and no matter how hard I want, dream, wish, I cannot leave. I am forever trapped here. Trapped with this darkness that I am so familiar with. I suggest you leave while you still can; follow our footprints. Don’t touch anything, don’t interact, don’t acknowledge. I would hate for you to take this darkness back home with you, allowing it to corrupt your familiar place.

The most familiar place we can have is our mind, our consciousness. No one can ever see it, nor physically visit. We can only hope to describe it to curious others, and even then, we can only scratch the surface. Just like the glimpse I gave you. The small, tiny piece of a much larger maze of rooms and hallways.


Creative Writing Class: Father’s Day

Hello all! Life has been pretty hectic lately, so I haven’t been able to post here much. However! I have had the fantastic opportunity to take a creative writing class!! I’ve been having so much fun with this class, learning so many new things. One of the requirements for this class is to write a short story or a poem to show what we’re learning, and then have it critiqued by classmates. I’ve had so much fun writing these things that I have decided to post them here!

I will post my revised stories/poems here, one at a time so as not to overwhelm readers. My first one is a Non-Fiction piece about my Father’s Day trip, which I know I’ve mentioned before, but this time it’s more in detail about what happened during that trip! I hope you enjoy and I always appreciate any feedback you can give me! Thanks!


Father’s Day

What in the world were you thinking, you idiot?! Oh wait! You weren’t!”

I kicked the side of the car, but not too hard since it wasn’t mine. That was probably a small reason why I was stuck on the side of the biggest highway I’ve ever been on in my entire life with not one drop of gas in the tank of my borrowed car.

What the heck am I supposed to do now?!” I asked the speeding cars, but they payed no heed. As I pulled my cellphone out of my pocket I glared at the exit literally 20 feet away from me, the gas sign mocking me at how close I had gotten to a pit stop.

Luckily I had my mom on speed dial. As soon as she answered I fought back tears as I explained my situation: stuck on the side of the road with no gas and still at least three hours to drive. This seemed to be a recurring pattern for me. Every time I tried to go on a trip completely on my own, something catastrophic happens.

Just as my mom was giving me instructions, a truck parked behind me and a gentleman about ten years older than me hopped out. I kept my mom on the line, just in case, and waited for him to come to me. “Is everything alright?” he asked over the din of cars.

I hung my head in shame, “no, not really! I ran out of gas.”

I expected him to laugh at me. It was no less than what I deserved, and I wasn’t done beating myself up over it. Instead, he nodded and told me to wait for a sec while he returned to his truck. After digging around the back he came back with my rescue: a gas can. “I’m with the state roadside assistance, we’re prepared for pretty much anything. If you want I can give you about three gallons of gas or so until you can make it off of that exit over there and fill up.”

I told myself I wasn’t going to cry, but it was very difficult to keep that commitment without talking. With a cracking voice I asked how much I would owe him, already trying to calculate how much three gallons would cost.

It’s completely free, the state covers the expenses.”

Yup, there are the tears. I thanked him profusely and told mom what was happening, who then wanted me to thank him for her as well. The man gave me a survey card for me to fill out, told me his name, and stayed on the side of the road until my car started and I was on the road again.

I made it to the gas station and sat at the pump, trying to get control over my emotions again. My eye caught the envelope on the seat next to me, it’s pale blue paper contrasting against the dark gray leather, and the stark black lines reading “DAD”. I remembered the whole reason I was on this trip, and that helped me get back into gear. My trip wasn’t over quite yet, but hopefully this was going to be the extent of my problems.

I reached Pennsylvania without further incident and I was looking the apartment complex my dad was living in. I quickly became confused, Google maps was confused, and I was strongly reminded that my sense of direction was very lacking. I slowly circled the three different buildings looking for C, my phone already pressed to my ear listen to mom trying to help.

I can see which building you need from the pictures Dad sent me, but I just can’t figure out where it is in regards to where you are,” Mom told me, sounding a bit exasperated. “It really shouldn’t this hard!”

I laughed, “yeah, well, this is me we’re talking about, remember?” As I turned the same corner for about the fifth time already, I groaned out loud and hung my head. “I found it… I’ve been driving past it this entire time. The letter is missing from the wall.”

I heard my mom sigh in relief, “Oh good! At least you found it!”

Yeah, good point. I do feel a little silly though. I’ll talk to you later, love you!”

I said good bye to mom and quickly pulled into a parking spot, praying that there wasn’t a guest parking I had to worry about, and exited the car with my package.

The red brick building towered above me, at least two stories high, with fenced balconies made of painted metal. I stepped up to the door that had a panel of buzzers for each apartment, some of the labels so faded that I couldn’t read them. I quickly found dad’s apartment number and pushed the button, anxiety trying to bubble it’s way up while I waited. What of this still wasn’t the right building? Or maybe I rang the wrong buzzer and I disturbed some other resident?

The door still didn’t open, which brought on a whole slew of worries. Did I ring an empty apartment? Was dad not home? Was he okay?? I took a deep breath to try and calm myself. If I kept going I would come up with the worst possible situations and work myself up over what was most likely nothing.

Are you trying to get in?” I looked up with a start at an old man who was standing on his balcony looking down at me.

Oh! Uh, yeah, I’m here to visit Jay, is this the right apartment?”

The man nodded, “Yes! Here, I’ll let you in, just give me a moment.” I thanked him as he shuffled back into the building, and a short moment later the front door buzzed, letting me know that I could now enter.

As soon as I stepped in my nose was assaulted by the strong cigarette smell that all old apartments seemed to have. I ignored it however and found the door to dad’s room and knocked.

…Hello??” a deep voice called out, sounding very confused.

Hey Daddy!” I called back.

Jasmine?!” I laughed to myself at the image I had of Dad’s surprised look, “Hold on!” I heard various noises as he worked his way to the front door, still grinning to myself.

The door opened and dad stood there, his frizzled fu manchu mustache the only hair on his head and pure shock on his face. “Jasmine! What are you doing here? Come in!”

I stepped into his apartment, absently noting the messy state of the floor, and hugged him tightly. “Happy Father’s Day daddy!”

He hugged be back tightly, “Oh, thank you honey! This is definitely a surprise! I wasn’t expecting you to come all the way down here.”

I looked up at him, “Well, I figured that since it had been a few years since I got to spend Father’s Day with you in person and I was only a few hours away this time I would come say hi.” I handed him the card and wrapped gift, “So here I am!”

Dad took the gifts and put them on his cluttered desk, repeatedly muttering “wow.” I knew I would surprise him, but not quite to this extent. “I was wondering who was ringing my doorbell! I never get visitors so I thought someone just rung the wrong one.”

I shook my head, “Nope, that was me. An old man living above you let me in.”

He grinned at that, “Ah, that would explain it. He’s really nice, isn’t he? I couldn’t ask for a better neighbor.” He looked around, muttering “let me find you somewhere to sit” and pulled up a folding chair. “Here you are. Wow, I can’t believe this! My daughter on Father’s Day, that is the best gift anyone could ask for!”

I just smiled. Being stranded on the side of the road, getting lost, every trial and stumbling block I had to deal was more than worth it to see the joy in my father’s face. It was the least I could do to thank him for the hard work he was doing in order to provide for his family.


New Year, New Things

Hey everyone! I hope you all had a fantastic holiday season and that your new year had a great start! I know mine did.

To start off, I’m sorry I’ve been scarce. Last year was a whirlwind of changes, adventure and heartache, which made life difficult, let alone writing! With everything that happened I decided to take a break from a lot of my hobbies and try to spend as much time as I could dealing with everything, one of which was college! I am now attending my first semester at the Brigham Young University of Idaho, and there was still a lot of things I had to do (and still have to do!) I’m staying in a dorm with some friends, and today is my second day of classes, so I’m trying to get used to all of this as well as keep my part-time job AND writing, but I think it’s all coming together.

In case anyone was interested, I’m working towards a Recreational Therapy degree right now, and then when I have the means I will work on my Music Therapy degree, which means a lot of schooling but I think this is the best option for me right now. I’m really excited for my classes, one of which is an English class which will help my writing immensely! I’m looking forward to all of the things I’m going to learn this year 🙂

Another thing I’m working on right now is a Fan-fiction that my friends convinced me to write. If you haven’t played the Dragon Age video game series yet I highly suggest you check them out, it’s a fantastic game! Anyway, one night I couldn’t sleep so I chatted with my other insomniac friends and we got onto the topic of Pokemon. Can you see where this is going yet? Well, I don’t remember who said it first, but we worked out a lot of Pokemon that would fit the personalities and characteristics of the characters from Dragon Age, and it finally ended with ‘You gotta write this!’ So, I did. It’s a work in progress right now and I’m having so much fun with it! I’ve been having to do a lot of research on the characters to make sure I got the personalities just right, and then figure out how these characters would fit in a Pokemon world. If any of you are interested, here’s the link to the first (and only so far) Chapter

Anyway, that’s about all I have so far. One of my new years resolutions is to work more on staying on top of things like my blog and YouTube channel, which both have suffered from being placed on the back burner for months. Going to college will help teach me how to keep a better time schedule, which will not only help me keep good grades, but also learn how to manage my life better.

So I hope you all have a fantastic year full of learning experiences, happiness and success! Thanks for reading!